Thursday, February 01, 2007
if this problem is one big test
i probably failed it already.
we're just like strangers,
walking along the pavement,
crossing paths
but never speaking, never knowing what the other thinks, does or says.
just like strangers.
my mission from yesterday failed.
its probably my fault.
for not just going up to you and talk to you
im probably just afraid.
afraid of what would come next.
afraid of rejection, afraid of lots of things
i'm probably the world's least courageous person.
i dont want to think about it anymore
cos i'll just start hurting all over again
but i really cant avoid thinking about this
its just too big a problem
do you want it solved?
i know i do
but the road ahead is so long and bumpy.
My mind's unweaving/ 6:01 PM
